Post by Bella Hale on Jun 29, 2009 20:34:50 GMT -5
BELLA CULLEN
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WHATSINANAME?!:: Isabella Marie Cullen
SPAWNOFINSIDEJOKES:: Bella, Bells, love(Edward only)
HOWOLDAREYOU?:: looks 19 but really 107
WHICHWAYDOYOUSWING?:: straight
MAKEITPINKORBLUE?:: female
BORNANDBREDIN:: Chicago, IL
LIVINITUPIN:: Forks, Washington
WHODOYOURUNWITH?:: veggie vampire
MIRRORMIRROR:: Bella's hair is chestnut brown, and it hangs past her shoulders in loose curls. Her eyes are topaz, but turn black when she's hungry, and dark bruises form under her eyes. Other than that, her skin is pale white, and sparkles in the sun. She has defined features and a beautiful face.
BUILDMEUPBUTTERCUP::Bella is about 5'4", and she's skinny. She isn't the tallest or the most toned, but she looks like a normal 19 year old. Her skin is smooth but hard, like marble. She is very cold to the human touch.
BEAUTIFULLYTRAGIC:: none
SEPERATEDTWIN:: Kristen Stewart
AFEWOFMYFAVORITETHINGS::
hunting
Edward
running
reading
music
her power
competing with Edward
spending time with her family
being in the sun
exploring in the woods
HATEIREALLYDONTLIKEYOU::
moving from place to place
newborn vampires
human blood
not being in control
human food
rain
not being able to be in sun
having to go to school
being lied to
being proven wrong
WHATDOESNTKILLMEMAKESMESTRONGER::
her power
being strong and fast
being determined
I'MWEAKINTHEKNEESFORYOU::
Edward and her family
humans
children
FEELLIKETHERE'SSOMEONEWATCHINGME::
losing a family member
being exposed as a vampire
dying
killing humans
having to move again
ADREAMTHAT'SDAILYCOMINGTRUE::
to 'adopt' like Esme did
to live alone with Edward
to live somewhere remote
I'LLKEEPYOUMYDIRTYLITTLESECRET::
wishes she was human
doesn't like being older than Edward
sometimes can't resist human blood
IUSEDTOKNOWYOUSOWELL::
First off, Bella is very stubborn. She is very determined to get things to go her way, and when they don't, she tends to get upset. She's not the kind of girl to throw a fit, but she will argue and argue for hours, trying to get someone to see it her way. She won't give in to anything anyone tells her unless it is someone like Edward. Also, if the object, person, or situation is hurting someone, this just makes her even more passionate to stop it or change it.
Bella is also very witty. She's always ready with a joke or retort, and sometimes uses it to lighten up a situation. She'll tease you and joke around with you, and she enjoys doing it. She loves to laugh, so any opportunity to do so is always a good thing. Bella is also sarcastic. This is her other roundabout way of lightening the mood in a tense situation.
Bella is still selfless, as usual. She still thinks about everyone's happiness first, and doesn't just think of herself. She would do anything for her family, and would sacrifice herself for them. She's also honest. Even though she can't show as much emotion as a vampire, everyone can tell when she's lying. She has no choice but to tell the truth, and doesn't mind telling Edward. Also, she knows he'll force it out of her if she refuses.
Bella is very caring and kind. She likes to help people and give advice if she can. She is very loving and sweet, and will welcome anyone with open arms. She doesn't mind meeting new people, but it might take a while for her to stop being shy. She's also self-sacrificing. She'd gladly give up her own happiness for someone else. She would do anything to make her family happy.
MAMAJUSTKILLEDAMAN:: Esme Cullen, appears 26, no occupation
DADDYSITSONTHEFRONTPORCHSWINGIN:: Carlisle Cullen, appears 23, doctor
YOUDRIVEMECRAZY:: Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper
I'LLBETHEREFORYOU:: Edward Cullen
LOVEWASMADEFORYOUANDME:: Edward Cullen
BACKIN99WATCHIN'MOVIESALLTHETIME:: Bella's best memory was when she married Edward. She couldn't have asked for a more beautiful wedding. She was happier than ever knowing that she would be marrying her one and true love, and that she would have him forever. She was so glad to be wanted.
THISPAINISJUSTTOOREAL:: Bella's worst memory was waking up alone. She had no clue who she was, and for weeks she went around killing humans for blood. She couldn't remember anything before she woke up in the forest. She was so lonely and scared, she thought about killing herself and avoiding living like that forever.
SUMMERTIMEINNORTHERNMICHIGAN::
The first thing Bella remembered was waking up alone. She found herself in the forest with no memory of how she got there. She tried to remember something that had happened before, but nothing came to mind. She realized she was different when she could run faster than other people and could lift heavy things with no effort. She also realized that she needed blood to survive. She started reading up on stuff that would tell her what exactly she was. She finally realized she was a vampire, but not the most thought of. She sparkled in the sun and was inhumanly beautiful. She also had blood red eyes. For a while she lived on human blood, but then she realized what a monster she’d become.
She started going without blood for as long as possible. She didn’t want to be the monster she thought of when she heard the word ‘vampire’. She walked aimlessly on the streets for weeks and weeks, not sure what to do. Finally, one night, she was close to giving up. She was ready to die, but then she was found. Edward saw her sitting on the street alone in the dark, and offered to help her. He introduced her to the rest of the Cullens and taught her how to live off of animal blood. After a while of living with the Cullens, she started to fall for Edward.
One day, while they were alone hunting, she told him how she felt. Immediately, they arranged a wedding. Bella was so happy to be marrying him, and realized he was her one and only true love. She had a lavish wedding with all of the Cullens there. After the wedding, she loved Edward more than ever. She spent every moment with him and they did everything together. After a while she learned to do without him for more than one minute, but they were still closer than ever. She managed to adjust well to every place they went to.
Finally, they arrived in Forks. Bella didn’t care for the rain, but she over-looked it and realized that it was one of the best places to be living. It was a small town, and there was plenty of wildlife. She was happy to be able to go outside without being exposed as a vampire. Then she and her family met Alice. They all liked her, but Jasper had a hard time controlling himself around her. Bella took a liking to Alice and wanted to be her friend. She started to hang out with Alice more, trying to make her feel at home, since Alice had just moved to Forks like the Cullens had.
NAMEANDNICKNAME:: Cara
HOWMANYCANDLES:: 17
FUCKTHETIMEDIFFERENCE:: whatever North Carolina is
DIDYOUREADTHERULES?!:: hula-hoop
HOWLONGHAVEYOUBEENINTHEGAME?:: 3 years
CALLMEBEEPME?!:: pm
HOWDOESSHEKNOW:: nope
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Avery could still remember it all so well. Now that her head was clear(well, as much as possible anyway), she was recalling more and more, even if she didn't want to. She knew she'd been drunk. The main reason she wasn't mad was because she remembered that he was out of it too. Neither of them had a clue what they were doing until after. And that, she guessed, was where it all started to go to crap. She glanced over at him. He was so incredibly good looking, even now. She glanced away when he looked at her, and felt his gaze. Was he remembering too? She wondered what he was thinking now. Was he thinking about her? Had that night meant more than she'd thought? She knew she had feelings for him. If she didn't, she wouldn't be in pain, right? That had to mean something. And he wanted to talk to her. Maybe he liked her too. Not that she'd ever ask. She was so shy, and that's why she'd been shocked to find herself hungover and alone. She'd never done anything bold. Ever. And frankly, she was scared. She had a hard time believing she'd actually done something like that.
He smiled at her, and she started to melt. He gestured over to a girl a little younger. She was sitting and laughing with some friends. "Yeah, well, you're not the only one." She smiled back, but it wasn't completely genuine yet. "But if I wouldn't have came, who knows what she'd have gotten herself into, so I suppose it's a good thing..." She nodded. The girl kind of looked like him. A sister, maybe? Or maybe a cousin. She felt relief knowing he wasn't here with someone else. Well, that's what she was going to tell herself. She couldn't think of him being with someone else. That would have been more pain than she needed or wanted right now. She was proud of herself though. She'd managed to face this problem like a mature teenager. It took real strength to do that, she knew. At least she wouldn't give off the impression that she was weak. She could show him that she could handle it all. He looked at her and seemed to want her to say something else. But really, what was she supposed to say? 'It's okay, it's no big deal'? It was a big deal. It wasn't something small and unimportant. At least, not to her. "Well, then... er - how've you been?" Did he really expect her to be able to answer that?
How had she been? Oh, good. Just wallowing in misery. Well, maybe that was a teeny bit over-dramatic. It wasn't misery exactly. It was more like....well, it was something close to misery. She stared at him for a moment, and she saw the recognition on his face. He leaned in and hugged her. She didn't protest. She simply sat there and clung to him for dear life. "I'm so sorry, Avery. Really, I didn't mean for... I didn't..." She squeezed her eyes shut and breathed. He smelled the same as he had that night. For once, she felt as though she didn't have to be the strong one. She could let go a little. "You know, I'd completely understand if you wanted to smack me, or kill me, or never see me again. But no matter what you decide to do - or not do, at that - I just hope you don't think of me as some... I dunno, ass, I guess would be the word." She managed to laugh, and it was genuine. He let go of her and looked away, but inside she was screaming, wanting to be in his arms again. "Although I surely deserve it... but anyways, I don't... I'm not normally like that." She pushed some of her hair behind her ear and listened to him.
She could see the sadness on his face as well. Right then, even though he hadn't told her, she knew he was hurting too. He wasn't just trying to make her feel better by apologizing. "But, just so you know, I do... well, like you. And like I said, if you just simply never want to see me again, I'll completely understand that and give you your space..." She thought about that, but then realized she was in denial. Even if she had asked him to stay away from her, she wouldn't be able to handle it. "But I don't want to give you space, Avery." She met his eyes and somehow, she felt okay. He laughed a little, and she knew he was trying to lighten the mood. Which was good, because she wouldn't have been able to. "So, are you going to smack me now? Or, kill me? Should I get a running head-start?" She smiled, and this time it was genuine. "No. I think you'll be okay," she replied, still smiling a little. She moved closer to him. Now that they'd gotten that out of the way, she wanted to be with him. Maybe they could start over, take things slow.
She would have been happy with that. She wrapped her arms loosely around him and put her head on his shoulder. "Just don't leave me," she murmured, staring at the fire now. She looked up at him after a minute or two. She had to explain how important he was. "It...it hurt. When you...and I thought you didn't...want me," she admitted, her voice sounding a little shaky. "Just...promise you won't...leave," she said, keeping her voice as steady as possible. She felt the water in her eyes and looked away, determined not to let him see her cry.
Avery could still remember it all so well. Now that her head was clear(well, as much as possible anyway), she was recalling more and more, even if she didn't want to. She knew she'd been drunk. The main reason she wasn't mad was because she remembered that he was out of it too. Neither of them had a clue what they were doing until after. And that, she guessed, was where it all started to go to crap. She glanced over at him. He was so incredibly good looking, even now. She glanced away when he looked at her, and felt his gaze. Was he remembering too? She wondered what he was thinking now. Was he thinking about her? Had that night meant more than she'd thought? She knew she had feelings for him. If she didn't, she wouldn't be in pain, right? That had to mean something. And he wanted to talk to her. Maybe he liked her too. Not that she'd ever ask. She was so shy, and that's why she'd been shocked to find herself hungover and alone. She'd never done anything bold. Ever. And frankly, she was scared. She had a hard time believing she'd actually done something like that.
He smiled at her, and she started to melt. He gestured over to a girl a little younger. She was sitting and laughing with some friends. "Yeah, well, you're not the only one." She smiled back, but it wasn't completely genuine yet. "But if I wouldn't have came, who knows what she'd have gotten herself into, so I suppose it's a good thing..." She nodded. The girl kind of looked like him. A sister, maybe? Or maybe a cousin. She felt relief knowing he wasn't here with someone else. Well, that's what she was going to tell herself. She couldn't think of him being with someone else. That would have been more pain than she needed or wanted right now. She was proud of herself though. She'd managed to face this problem like a mature teenager. It took real strength to do that, she knew. At least she wouldn't give off the impression that she was weak. She could show him that she could handle it all. He looked at her and seemed to want her to say something else. But really, what was she supposed to say? 'It's okay, it's no big deal'? It was a big deal. It wasn't something small and unimportant. At least, not to her. "Well, then... er - how've you been?" Did he really expect her to be able to answer that?
How had she been? Oh, good. Just wallowing in misery. Well, maybe that was a teeny bit over-dramatic. It wasn't misery exactly. It was more like....well, it was something close to misery. She stared at him for a moment, and she saw the recognition on his face. He leaned in and hugged her. She didn't protest. She simply sat there and clung to him for dear life. "I'm so sorry, Avery. Really, I didn't mean for... I didn't..." She squeezed her eyes shut and breathed. He smelled the same as he had that night. For once, she felt as though she didn't have to be the strong one. She could let go a little. "You know, I'd completely understand if you wanted to smack me, or kill me, or never see me again. But no matter what you decide to do - or not do, at that - I just hope you don't think of me as some... I dunno, ass, I guess would be the word." She managed to laugh, and it was genuine. He let go of her and looked away, but inside she was screaming, wanting to be in his arms again. "Although I surely deserve it... but anyways, I don't... I'm not normally like that." She pushed some of her hair behind her ear and listened to him.
She could see the sadness on his face as well. Right then, even though he hadn't told her, she knew he was hurting too. He wasn't just trying to make her feel better by apologizing. "But, just so you know, I do... well, like you. And like I said, if you just simply never want to see me again, I'll completely understand that and give you your space..." She thought about that, but then realized she was in denial. Even if she had asked him to stay away from her, she wouldn't be able to handle it. "But I don't want to give you space, Avery." She met his eyes and somehow, she felt okay. He laughed a little, and she knew he was trying to lighten the mood. Which was good, because she wouldn't have been able to. "So, are you going to smack me now? Or, kill me? Should I get a running head-start?" She smiled, and this time it was genuine. "No. I think you'll be okay," she replied, still smiling a little. She moved closer to him. Now that they'd gotten that out of the way, she wanted to be with him. Maybe they could start over, take things slow.
She would have been happy with that. She wrapped her arms loosely around him and put her head on his shoulder. "Just don't leave me," she murmured, staring at the fire now. She looked up at him after a minute or two. She had to explain how important he was. "It...it hurt. When you...and I thought you didn't...want me," she admitted, her voice sounding a little shaky. "Just...promise you won't...leave," she said, keeping her voice as steady as possible. She felt the water in her eyes and looked away, determined not to let him see her cry.
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